Thursday, June 1, 2017

Updates and Other Things

This blog began as a way to share my story and explore the new adventures in my life (marriage, teaching, becoming an Army wife, discovering a passion for meeting knits with yarn).  Then, just when I thought I had some momentum going, inspiration stirring, we got orders to Italy and I took a short hiatus in order to move our lives across the Ocean with plans to update the world with stories of our Italian and European adventures.....

...that was 3 years ago.

Now we're back state side and my poor blog has been neglected and adventure-less.

It's high time I remedy that, I think. Think of this post as a teaser for what is to come. As Further Up and Further In makes a comeback, I plan to begin by reminiscing about our 3 years of living abroad and finally share some of those pictures I have buried in the deep, deep recesses of digital folders begging to be printed and displayed.

There's so much I can say about what life was like over there, what I learned, the amazing lifelong friends that I made, what it is like to be back in America after so much time away (and how I'm still culture shocking, evening after 4 months of being back and how I miss the wine....and the pizza....and gingseng cappuccinos.....and gelato!)

But there will be time for all that later. For now, enjoy a couple travel teasers.......stay tuned!

Beautiful Venice   

               

Dunluce Castle, Ireland 
Christmas Market in Downtown Vicenza



Wednesday, March 5, 2014

The Process

Right now I am sitting in my room (well, the room my parents have so graciously let me take over while I wait to move…and wait and wait and wait) surrounded by cuddly baby hats, measuring tape, pins and paper for marking sizes and categories, and of course a pile of skeins waiting to be paired up with their color partner and made into something that is hopefully going to bless someone else and aide in the upcoming photo shoot. These are the signs of the beginning of something, and I find it to be extraordinarily exciting.

I have a dream, albeit a little fuzzy yet, of selling the things I make only to turn the profit into making more things that can be used to bring life and hope to someone else. I’m not yet there, but this process of figuring out the exact sizes everything needs to be, and the right placement of buttons, and the most efficient method of making interchangeable bows and flowers  are all part of the process that will get me there – wherever there may be.

Growing up I always had an exact picture of what I wanted to be and where I wanted to go. That picture may have changed from time to time, but when I did have a picture, it was pretty specific. But, as I’ve watched God change the course of my life time and time again from where I thought we were going, and as He has taken me down paths more or less opaque than crystal clear, I’ve found that there is beauty in the process. For the first time, I find myself starting to jump in head first, because I feel God leading, but I don’t have an exact idea of where this is going to go. I have some thoughts, some inspiration, but I’m simply following, expectant of the wonderful outcome I cannot yet see. Honestly, it’s quite freeing, making my hats now and wrestling with my gauge, knowing that someday this is going to be something.

Perhaps this is a little cheesy, but the more I look at the process my hats and future 
business/ministry are, the more they remind me how much we are each a process, too. Every day we are being made into something beautiful, even though we may not see the end result. The longer I live and walk with God, the more He shows me that the process is exquisitely wonderful and part of His bigger plan.

Yarn waiting to be used. I have a few skeins.......


So, here’s to the process and the measuring and re-thinking and everything else that comes with it. ^_^

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Hats for Salvation Army and Photoshoot - Update 1

Happy March everyone!!! Can you believe we are already three months into the new year?

It has been a couple weeks since I last posted,  so I figured it was time for an update. The days have been filled with mopping floors (I'm a part time janitor, ya know), executing matron-of-honor duties, skyping with my hubby, and of course knitting away while I patiently (or not so much) wait to jump on a plane so I can be with him again.

Hat for my sister. Actually designed
it most on my own. 

Tyson Hat  for Salvation Army. 
Back of the Tyson Hat. 
While waiting is hard, it does allow for a lot of time to create. So far, I have finished two hats for the Salvation Army, with a third had in progress. Only 7 1/2 to to reach my goal before leaving! I also finished a hat for my sister and am almost finished with a sweater for my best friend's up-coming wedding. 


Simple Slouch hat for Salvation Army.

In other news, I am so excited to announce that I am partnering with a photographer friend, Kristina, at Love Letters Photography to capture some gorgeous shots of the baby hats I have been crocheting on some even more adorable babies. This is exciting for me as a growing knitter because it is the first step in launching the ministry side of my craft. I have a long way to go before Rai Of Hope Ministries is a fully functioning shop that both sells and donates the things I get to create out of yarn. But, this is an exciting step. I can't wait to share the images that come out of this and see where this all leads. 

Look!! My hats are in an official picture!! ^_^

I hope March has started off well for you and those around you. March always seems to be a busy month, with mid-terms and spring break, and everything. Don't forget to take time to do the things you love, with the ones you love. 

A Sneak Peek at the sweater that I am working on. Almost done!!


Until next time!

*All patterns used with permission from She Makes Hats. 

Saturday, February 15, 2014

February: Hats for the Salvation Army.

Well, February is sufficiently begun, so I think it is about time to announce the project for this month!

Last month I donated hats for the homeless community in Phoenix. Since this is going to be my last project before leaving the country, I decided to focus on those in my local community by donating hats to the Salvation Army of Sierra Vista. Their goal is to reach those in need in their communities by meeting both physical and spiritual needs. The hats I donate will be distributed to those who need them most.


The yarn ready to be knit and sent to love on some heads!

Since I am getting a late start this month (and am hopefully leaving for Italy next month!!) I will be extending this project through to the middle of March. My goal is to have 10 hats knit and ready for delivery by then.
I am going to continue using the Sandoval Hat used in last months project along with some new hats that I will share as I use them.

This month I will also be working on some other side projects:  a hat for my sister, a pair of socks for a friend, baby hats for future sale, etc. Expect pictures of the yarn chaos along the way!!

Here's to hoping your February has been full of love and life. Let's make the rest of the month meaningful whether we are making hats for those in need or just loving on the friends and family around us.

Thursday, January 30, 2014

Come Alive 2014 - A New Vision

Well, it is 2014. And not only is it a new year already, but is actually the end of the first month of the new year. Needless to say, I am a little behind in launching the new vision I have for my blog this year.

So, without further ado, let the launch begin!

Previously, I tried to write about things that I enjoy, my experiences as I embark on new adventures every day, the things in life that make up my story, etc. But, as much as I have to say about those things (just ask my husband ^_^) they didn’t inspire me to write the way I thought they would. So, I decided I needed a new inspiration for this blog, something to share with you that I get excited about sharing consistently.

A while back I listened to a sermon about what it means to serve the world and communities around us. The pastor expressed that the world can be a dark place that faces hardship and heartbreak, encounters evil and death. The world needs new life and hope. When thinking about serving and getting involved he encouraged us by saying, “Don’t ask what the world needs of you; ask what makes you come alive, because the world needs you to come alive.”

My own story has its own share of betrayal and heartbreak. I know what it feels like to be hopeless and afraid. But, my story also has hope. Specific moments that brought me back to life.  Perhaps another time I will share more on that. For now, I want to talk about what I am doing to continue spreading hope and joy.

A couple years ago, (in a moment of moping because I had left my then fiancé at home in order to finish school) I decided I wanted to learn how to knit and crochet. My mom has always been the creative and craft type, and, it seems, I got her genes. I soon learned that I love creating with my hands, a ball of yarn, and a needle (or two). Even better than creating is the joy that comes with knitting a friend a scarf, or crocheting a newborn a hat to make their entrance into the world warm and filled with love.

Recently, I discovered that there is a whole presence of online yarn crafters who create for charity. Specifically, I have been extremely inspired by She Makes Hats. This woman shares her creativity and love by giving a hat to charity for every hat she sells. She even has a goal of giving away 10,000 hats in lifetime.  That’s a lot of hats and a lot heads housed with warmth. As I’ve grown in my skill I have also grown in my desire to do something more meaningful with my own craft. Last month I joined her in a Knit-Along in which we made hats to donate to a shelter that supplies hats to the homeless community in Phoenix (close to home for me). This was my first time knitting for charity, and I have to say that I loved every minute of it and I don’t think there is ever any going back from this point. Admittedly, I sometimes have an “I can save the world” complex. This is both impossible and improbable. But, I can help bring beauty and hope to the lives of those around me by giving away something that makes me come alive. That is what knitting for others is to me; it is giving away a piece of the hope and joy that fills my life in the hopes that it will fill someone else’s too, whether they are brand new to the world or an old-timer.  



I had so much fun knitting with a purpose and specific charity in mind that I continued to knit for the shelter in Phoenix through January. This year, I plan to carry on in this direction while I continue to discover where my passions and skills lie in charity knitting and just knitting for others. While I grow and learn, I am going to join She Makes Hats in her knit- along called Hat|Give|Repeat 2014. My version of this, of course, will look different since we lead different lives, but I’m excited to watch her goals unfold as I develop my own.

My awesome family modeling my hats. I'll be working on photographing my work over the next year! ^_^
Nailed it. ^_^
Also, exactly how I envisioned this hat on my niece.
Beautiful Mom.

Brother, the enthusiastic participant. 
If Santa wore a Sandoval Hat....
So, after all of that, what does 2014 look like for RaiOfHope here at Further Up and Further In? Well, right now my goal is this: each month I will have a charity, group, organization, persons, etc. in mind to knit for. I will present my goal at the beginning of each month and the type of knitting or pattern I will be using. I will give an update mid-way through the month, and share my tallies at the end before sending the results off to their new homes. And perhaps, I will even get to share some of my life in between. 

I am really looking forward to watching how this year unfolds. Thank you for reading and sharing in this adventure with me. I am so grateful for the ability to create and share with others. Whether your goals are in the realm of crafting for others or something else, may I just say Happy 2014!!


Stay tuned for an update on my February goals in the next few days!

*Hat Pictured is the Sandoval Hat. Pattern used with permission. 

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Ender's Game - The Joy of Reading

Alright, it’s been a while since I posted about anything (not that I've been posting long enough to have a general rhythm, but still…). Around here, lots of life has been happening what with finally unpacking boxes to fill our apartment, working on appointments and paper-work to re-pack and re-locate to Italy (no big deal, really…more on this later ^_^), planning a trip to visit a certain adorable little niece, (check out Steph's Blog to see just how adorable she is and get some insight into the life of a new mommy here), and still getting done daily life things like dishes and laundry and more dishes. A few weeks ago if you would have asked how I was, I would have told you I was great…just a wee bit bored since my days are pretty long with not a whole lot to do. Now, that couldn't be farther from the truth. I have to do lists, a budding social life (yay for new friends!) and did I mention I have lots to do?

Before things really started moving here, I kept myself busy with crochet, Netflix, and the old fashioned past time of reading…and by reading I mean a bound set of pages to be held in your hand rather than a digital download onto an electronic device (Not that I have any qualms with e-readers, in fact I think they are great for getting people to read again, but there is just something wonderful about the smell and feel of a good book). I’ve been catching up on many of the novels that have been recommended to me over the last few months and let me just say I’ve read some real gems.  I was reminded of how much I really enjoy reading and how much I missed it after spending 3 ½ years reading nothing but textbooks and articles for school. Now that things are picking up around here, I am determined to put forth my best effort at continuing to make a habit out of reading a good book for fun, no matter how busy life gets.

Before I sign off for the night to work on my “to-do” list, I wanted to give you a “review”, if you can call it that, of one of the books I read most recently. Perhaps it will inspire you to read it as well, or to pick a book on your list of novels you keep saying you will get around to eventually:   

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One novel that has been on my list of “books I WILL read someday” is a wonderful story called Ender’s Game by Orson Scott Card. If you aren't familiar with the story, let me just say that this novel basically set a standard for great science fiction. If you recognize Card’s name, it’s probably because this book launched his career in the world of sci-fi literature.  Admittedly, the beginning of the book didn't hook me in, but I was surprised by the depth and complexity of character and plot the book offers. By the end of the novel you are not only left with a plethora of ways to relate to the characters, but also to the varying big ideas and themes.  (If I ever find my way into an English classroom as the lead teacher, we are definitely reading this book).

Ender’s Game is set in a futuristic world where we are united globally under one goal – defeat the Buggers. This war against beings from a far off home world in space has been waging for years and years and years and if we are to win it we need a new kind of soldier. Enter Ender Wiggin, 6 years old, potential saviour of our world, along with the many, many other children that have been recruited as the future of our armies. As the plot unfolds, we are left to ponder ideas such as the person hood of children and what they are capable of (especially when they are gifted with abilities beyond our understanding or appreciation); what it means to be ‘human’; ethics and politics during war time; what makes an exceptional soldier; and (from my own understanding of the novel) the power of effective communication, the tragedies that follow when communication fails and the healing that it can bring. 

I won’t give away any more than that to avoid ruining such an adventurous reading experience (especially since the movie is coming out – I always recommend reading the book first). However, I will say that what I believe to be the best attribute of this book is how much one reader can take away from it and how vastly different that can be from the next reader. In his introduction to an anniversary edition of the novel, Orson Scott Card had this to say: 

“The Story of Ender’s Game is not this book, though it has that title emblazoned on it. The story is the one that you and I will construct together in your memory. If the story means anything to you at all, then when you remember it afterward, think of it, not as something I created, but rather as something that we made together.” – Orson Scott Card, March 1991

If that is not the definition of a good book, one that allows you and the author to connect through story and character, then I don’t know what is.

So, if you have been contemplating about whether or not you should take that long forgotten book off the shelf or make a trip to your local library – don’t wait – do it now!! I have this feeling that life is always going to be just a little ‘busy’, but I think it is too short to pass up spending time with a good book, especially when there are gems out there like Ender’s Game.

What books are on your “someday” list? I’m always looking for suggestions of books I never would have thought to read myself, so share some of your treasured stories in the comments below.

As always, thanks for ‘reading’. (That’s ironically pretty punny, if I do say so myself).


Wednesday, September 4, 2013

How to Make an Entrance - Twice

One thing that is really important to me when moving to a new location is finding a community to get connected to. It helps you feel a little more settled and part of your new environment. So, it comes as no surprise that a few weeks ago I found myself on my way to a small group through the church we've been attending. 

Casey is in class, so I do have to make it there on my own, but I’m determined to navigate these unfamiliar Georgia roads with the help of MapQuest and my trusty (or not-so-trusty) GPS.

I’m actually super excited, so I leave ten minutes earlier than I should need to and with a general sense of the location and my GPS in hand I head out the door. That’s when the GPS decides the location doesn't actually exist. Problem. BUT not to fear, I still have a sense of where I’m going. Until I realize I've missed a turn and am now a little (or a lot) lost. I finally call someone from the group (super nice and super helpful) who tries her best, with the help of the rest of the group, to get me there. I end up turning on the wrong highway, go in a gigantic circle, and arrive 30 minutes late instead. Way to make an entrance, right? At least I learned for next week…or so I thought.

It’s now my second time driving to small group. This time, knowing my GPS has failed me already, I MapQuest the directions and write them down. (Smart, right?).  I’m pretty confident of where I’m headed until I turn left, drive for a mile until I see the turn on my right for the apartment complex…and it’s not there. By the time I realize I’ve made a mistake again it’s too late to turn around. I end up driving an extra 10 or so miles in the wrong direction before making my way back. I know I’m in the general vicinity, so I drive around hoping to see something familiar. I spot the Lowes that was used as a land mark the previous week. But now I can’t remember, was it before Lowes, after Lowes and before the Kroger, or after Lowes and after the Kroger? At 8 o’clock I finally give up and decide to head home. I punch in home into the GPS and head that direction….and subsequently past the apartment complex on my way. (The amount of exasperation I feel at this moment is almost comical).

They should be meeting for another hour yet, so I decide to turn around and at least pop in and say hi. But, the excitement doesn’t end there. I walk up to the door and knock, relieved to have finally found it, only to discover that I knocked right when the group was spending time in individual prayer – lights dimmed and soft music playing, perfect time to announce my entrance. Excellent.

I have to admit, that at each of these moments I felt frustrated at not knowing my way around and not a little embarrassed for getting lost and showing up late two weeks in a row. But even in the embarrassment and exasperation, I have to remind myself to laugh at the situations I find myself in and appreciate what can be learned. Like I mentioned before, participating in community in a new place is vital to getting connected and finding support, but I was still nervous about meeting new people, getting to know them, and letting them get to know me. Funny how I ended up having to be embarrassed and vulnerable asking for help so quickly, even if it was just for directions. Nothing like jumping in with both feet, right?

Life is going to be full of moments like these, when I’m lost and headed for potential embarrassment. But, I’m looking forward to laughing and to getting to know the people who will be there to help me find my way again.


**I would like to add that the third week was the charm. Not only did I find my way there, but Casey got to join me, and I was even 20 minutes early. JJJ


And, just because, here is a random picture of me and my toad friend who was camping out at my front door. Isn't he cute?